Thursday, May 29, 2008

Yes...
I am so happy that I found this secret space where I can let it all hang out.
I am in a space and this space is tight i need to break loose..
and say those things that i do that are crazy but I practice anyways like, trying to get back with my baby daddy every summer. It sumthing about the warm air.
Then there's my Ex who, I am in no ways compatible with, He's special, real special.
Then there's my Ex, Ex who I feel hopelessly in love with only to fall out of love with with the weather got hot to you guessed it fall back in love with baby daddy, The Ex, Ex was a true love onlyI now see he would never have married me so what was the point.
The there's my Ex, Ex, Ex who I guessed I loved or maybe it was the drugs and the thrill of the forbidden, whatever the case after all this time he still can not understand why I called it off.
a duh he had a wifey, yeah wifey he never married her either but that them.
So after all this I find myself right back where I started looking for Jesus, and I aint giving up till I find him.
I'm using my spiritual eyesight to stay on the path even when my physical eyes see something enticing. Would you believe, I'm Focused Man.